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fredag den 29. maj 2015

"Roxanne"

Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light
Those days are over
You don't have to sell your body to the night

Roxanne
You don't have to wear that dress tonight
Walk the streets for money
You don't care if it's wrong or if it's right

Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light
Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light

Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Rox—

I loved you since I knew you
I wouldn't talk down to you
I have to tell you just how I feel
I won't share you with another boy

I know my mind is made up
So put away your make-up
Told you once, I won't tell you again
It's a bad way

Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light
Roxanne
You don't have to put on the red light

Roxanne (you don't have to put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (you don't have to put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
Roxanne (you don't have to put on the red light)
Roxanne (put on the red light)
 
 
Writer(s): Gordon Sumner
Copyright: Gm Sumner

Waitin' for the Weekend


Good Old Days



Ballett



torsdag den 28. maj 2015

...dreaming reallity...

Not only did I allow you to dream, eventually
I allowed that dream to become reality.

I had not expected it, but by doing so I gained
reality for some of my own dreams.
Hyndla-2015

Glede

Gleden over å tilgi
er søtere enn gleden
over hevn.

Koranen

lørdag den 23. maj 2015

“Ham On Rye”

We walked over to where they were standing. We looked up.
“What is it?” I asked.
“Hell, can’t you see it?” one of the big guys asked.
“See what?”
“It’s a cunt.”
“A cunt? Where?”
“Look, right there! See it?”
He pointed.
There was a woman sitting with her skirt bunched back underneath her.
She didn’t have any panties on, and looking up between the planks you could
see her cunt.
“See it?”
“Yeah, I see it. It’s a cunt,” said Frank.
“All right, now you guys get out of here and keep your mouths shut.”
“But we want to look at it a little longer,” said Frank. “Just let us
look a little longer.”
“All right, but not too long.”
We stood there looking up at it.
“I can see it,” I said.
“It’s a cunt,” said Frank.
“It’s really a cunt,” I said.
“Yeah,” said one of the big guys, “that’s what it is.”
“I’ll always remember this,” I said.
“All right, you guys, it’s time to go.”
“What for?” asked Frank. “Why can’t we keep looking?”
“Because,” said one of the big guys, “I’m going to do something.
Now get out of here!”
We walked off.
“I wonder what he’s going to do?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” said Frank, “maybe he’s going to throw a rock at
it.”
-Charles Bukowski – “Ham On Rye”

torsdag den 21. maj 2015

-when I turned around, and it was me

Peeking at you over the edge of my sunglasses. 
The pretty lady, dancing the pretty dance. You wondering if she'd dance when it was time for your music. Then she turned around.

And then a past you left behind for your music suddenly stared back at you. A representative of what you had once sacrificed for your ambitions.

Follow your dream, make it real, I said, sad to loose your company, happy to know you were following your dream. You were leaving us all behind. And then I comforted my other friend, your now ex-girlfriend.

The dream had since become reality. And there I was.  
The one you hadn't dared even dream of.

You started dreaming again, right then and there. This time, you dreamt of me.
A dream with no ambition but to be allowed to be dreamt.


******************


I, however, had planned to dodge you. To leave you undisturbed to your ambitions. 
But as I turned and stared right into your face, I could not do so without affront. I had to confront.

And that's about where you got fucked. Not in the litteral way though. At least not yet. I judged you not in need of my protection, strong and able to protect yourself. 
You could carry the weight of choosing not to on your own shoulders. 
So I allowed your dream.


************


Not only did I allow you to dream, eventually I allowed that dream to become reality.

I had not expected it, but by doing so I gained reality for some of my own dreams.


Hyndla- 2015

Finnes Du?

Du er ansiktet i mine lengsler....
og tårene bak mitt smil...
Du er målet for min søken....
og en trøst når jeg er tvil...
Du er solen når alt er skyer....
og mitt lys når det er natt...
Du er hånden i alle drømmer....
og mitt håp når alt er svart..

 Finnes du?
 
 
(S-R Olsen)

Morgenmykhet

“Når jeg tenker på hvor
Myk du er nå om morgenen
Blir jeg hard
Og vil ta deg”

Hyndla

Hjelpekunst

Hvis det i sannhet skal lykkes å føre et menneske hen til et bestemt sted, må man først passe på å finne ham der hvor han er og begynne der. Dette er hemmeligheten i all hjelpekunst.

Søren Kierkegaard

torsdag den 14. maj 2015

Mood Indigo

“Mood Indigo”


You ain’t been blue; no, no, no.
You ain’t been blue,
Till you’ve had that mood indigo.
That feelin’ goes stealin’ down to my shoes
While I sit and sigh, “Go ‘long blues”.
 

Always get that mood indigo,
Since my baby said goodbye.
In the evenin’ when lights are low,
I’m so lonesome I could cry.


‘Cause there’s nobody who cares about me,
I’m just a soul who’s
Bluer than blue can be.
When I get that mood indigo,
I could lay me down and die.


Writer(s): Irving Mills, Leon Albany Bigard, Edward Kennedy Ellington, Duke Ellington
Copyright: Famous Music LLC, Gotham Music Service Inc.

fredag den 8. maj 2015

Stella by Starlight

The song a robin sings
Through years of endless springs
The murmur of a brook at eventide
That ripples by a nook where two lovers hide
 
A great symphonic theme
Thats Stella by starlight and not a dream
She's all of this and more
Shes everything that you would adore
 
The song a robin sings
Through years of endless springs
The murmur of a brook at eventide
That ripples by a nook where two lovers hide
 
A great symphonic theme
That's Stella by starlight and not a dream
She's is all of this and more
She's everything you would adore
 
Have you seen Stella by starlite with moon in her ave
That's Stella by starlight raptures so rare
She's is all of this and more
She's everything you would adore
 

Songwriters
WASHINGTON, NED / YOUNG, VICTOR


lørdag den 2. maj 2015

Stand By Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No, I won't be afraid
Oh, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
 
So darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand, stand by me
Stand by me
 
If the sky, that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No, I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
 
And darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me
Stand by me
 
So darling, darling
Stand by me, oh stand by me
Oh stand now, stand by me, stand by me
Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh won't you stand now, stand
Stand by me
Stand by me
 

Songwriters
KING, BEN / LEIBER, JERRY / STOLLER, MIKE


fredag den 1. maj 2015

My First, My Last, My Everything

We got it together, didn't we?
Nobody but you and me
We got it together, baby
 
My first, my last, my everything
And the answer to all my dreams
You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star
My kind of wonderful, that's what you are
 
I know there's only, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two
You're, you're all I'm living for, your love I'll keep for evermore
You're the first, my last, my everything
 
In you I've found so many things
A love so new, only you could bring
Can't you see if you, you'll make me feel this way
You're like a first morning dew on a brand new day
 
I see so many ways that I can love you
'Til the day I die
You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a dream
You're my first, my last, my everything
 
I know there's only one, only one like you
There's no way they could have made two
Girl, you're my reality, but I'm lost in a dream
You're the first, you're the last, my everything
 

Songwriters
White Barry Eugene; Radcliffe Peter Sterling; Sepe Anthony J/music Royalty

The End

Sinking... Falling... Trembling
My sadness comes in waves, at times washes me away
My pleasure from you, and my devotion to you is true
Spoken words, thoughts inside my head, please stay...
Shaking...crying...lying
My joy comes in waves, at times washes me back in
Pain from you, loving you is nothing but true
Written words, thoughts of you... All will come to an end.

Access

Look at me, deep into depths of my eyes. And I will allow You access to my hidden desires, depravities; and I beg of You permit me admittance to the recesses of Your innermost secrets, darkest wants. Then W/we'll seduce one another with words that not only motivate and encourage but tempt, entice. Words that speak of new dawning to O/our hearts, of development & fulfillment to O/our minds, of taking flight to O/our spirits. Take flight with me. Declare promising words of indulgence and contentment that consume my attentions, mesmerize my thoughts, titilize my insatiable appetite. Yes, seduce my imaginations, granting You entrance to my soul., the key to my gift of submission.

Trust Me

Give yourself to me,
Let loose your uncertainties,
Trust me completely

Able

Don’t tell me you love me, I can feel your rage
Green eyes burning fatal, like a cat in a cage

 You lie like a baby, licking your wound
The silence is deadly and our love is doomed

I wanna be able, to hold my own, to breathe without drowning, to find a home,
I want you to love me, don’t want you to lie.

Its all up for the taking, it’s the road to ruin
And there’s no hearts breaking, no song out of tune

 You look for attention, you sometimes cry
I even love when you hate me, Oh baby you’re strange

I wanna be able, to tell you my name, to laugh without trying, to know no shame,
Touch without feeling, feeling your pain, feeling your pain, feeling…

In my life / and my soul, my little life / deep inside, way inside / now I know
I know I know I know…

Don’t stop, keep up, walk talk, fall down, break up, life and love
Hiding and cold waiting for the dawn…

A Godsend, love a landslide, something inside, I can’t let go…
I wanna be able, to find my own, I want you to love me, if you don’t you can lie.

 Lie like a lover, don’t wanna be alone, I wanna be able… I wanna be able…
…to find my own, …to find my own… to find my own… I wanna be Able…
…I wanna be able… Able

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