One Is Never Enough..

One Is Never Enough..

Fucking pissed!

Yes, angry at the mere existent of today

at the fact that seems turn around in a minute

at the night because it becomes cold and shallow

and the day becomes bright and vain..

Mad at the whole world for just being

at the surroundings for never being enough

at the attitude of others for becoming self-centered

and oblivious to reality..

Mentally blocked and trying not to feel

not to say

not to realize

just want it all to end..

Just want it all to end..

The realization is cold and empty

the desire is true and powerful ..

like a diseases that is meant to kill you yet only prolongs the agony of the days

like a broken smile and haunts you from the past..

ONE is never enough.. THINGS are never enough..

there will always be the wish for something else

for someone else

for someone else's

there will always be the constant comparison

the never ending judgment and the fucking despair ..

The solitude, the hurt, the tears, the screaming and shouting

all condensed in one single soul..

My Soul..

Me.-