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lørdag den 21. september 2013

Self-bondage

My first real attempt at self-bondage.

 
by 200913
Everything went great! Almost everything. The night before I tied a string to one of my handcuff keys and placed in an ice tray so I could freeze it in a cub of ice. The only problem was it melted way to fast. It only seemed like five minutes and the keys was free. Other then that I enjoyed it. Especially before the ice melted and I was actually suck. Next time I need to find a way to freeze it in something bigger. But anyhow.. Sorry I'm not real good with writing so I may jump around a bit. lol

Anyhow ... I set a chair in the center of my living room. I was suggested I use one with arms. But none of our dining chairs have them. But I was still able to use one just had to change my hands from being in front of me to behind.

First off I removed all my clothes and grabbed the keys, cuffs and chair. I didn't have any rope handy so I used the waist ties from my bath robe. I used it to tie my feet to the legs of the chair after I set down. I the tied the opposite end of the string that was attached to the frozen key around my wrist. Which was already beginning to melt. I put my arms behind me and between the slats in the back of the chair and cuffed them. I totally loved it.

It wasn't perfect. If I tried hard enough I probably could have wiggled my feet free. My arms weren't going anywhere unless I broke the back of the chair which is actually pretty sturdy. Not to mention I was there but a few minutes when I checked the key and noticed the ice had already melted off. I think I can fix some things before next time.

The first few seconds after putting on the cuffs was insanely wonderful. That was before I test things and realized just how easy it was. My heart was pounding and I felt a rush. The thought of being suck there bound and helpless got me extremely aroused.

Even after realizing that it was possible to get out if I want I still enjoyed the fantasy of being bound. After the ice melted I was disappointed but set there for at least an hour or more just pretending. Was as much of a rush as believe you're actually helpless. But was still rather enjoyable.

The whole time I set there imaging I was surround by people poking and touching me. I closed my eyes for a while pretending I was wearing a blindfold. I even imagined that some one came to break in to realize I had left the door unlocked for my friend incase I did get stuck and took me instead. I even picture my friend showing up to find me helpless and using me as her slave. Inviting people over and forcing me to serve them as well. I actually feel a little ashamed of that one. She's like a sister to me. We're closer then I ever been to my real sisters.

I set there as long as I could until my butt went numb and I was so sexually frustrated I couldn't wait and had to do something about it. Just wish I could figure out how to satisfy that need while having my hands bound behind me.lol It was one of the best orgasms I've had in a while. I'm definitely doing this again.

Best part is my friend didn't know anything. I was even able to get some sleep before she got here. And what's even weirder is I had trouble looking her in the eyes at breakfast. I was like I was embarrassed and ashamed knowing I had other intentions for her. What makes it strange and a little confusing is the quilt was kind of a turn on.
 

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